Heya!
22 is just a number some say, but to me, although there are no significant changes than the day before, it does somehow made me feel the responsibility carrying that age around. Not only being responsible to myself, but to my career, academic life, my future, my family as well as friends. Oh well, as far as today, life has to go on.
I've celebrated my birthday in a simplest yet as meaningful as always. I've got tons of text message greetings from my friends either of whom I call "friend" or otherwise. Of course, my family and bestmates will always be the frontliners of greeting me and celebrating it together. They threw me suprises and mini dinner and a huge lunch on a next day. It may not as extravaganze as many would want, but what I wanted was what I got. I had my bestmates sitting around talking and reflecting on what we had for the past throughout friendship. All the triumphs and failures we went through in this life. Of course, laughters were the best I could highlight!
For the past 22 years of this invaluable life experiences, I thank you the lord for giving me all the strength and all capabilities that making me who I am today. I understand everyday is precious and it's a gift not from a friend nor it's from a close family, but it's from God. It's life, the air you breathe, the land we put our feet on and the health we live on and there are so many things beyond we can think of. So, appreciate life and thank the creator before it's too late. Hahha apakan?? Napa ia aku ani?? hahaha...
What makes my birthday different this time?? I am celebrating and yet getting older without someone I love the most, my mother. I only heard her voice that I love the most and missed the most throughout her absence. I missed her daily kisses although I used to grumble about that smooch she gave me daily. ehhehe...
As for now, my ideas of writing has been diminishing. Heheh maybe I am just too tired to do things which are basically extras to what I should be doing. I just wanna concentrate on my finals and that's about it. I guess it's a way of appreciating myself in the end with flying colours for all the efforts and hardwork I've sacrificed, as well as a way of paying back to people who have supported me for this while. Like my lecturer says "Dont study for 3 yrs but do study for just the 6hours paper". Simply means... do your very best for the finals not just for the past semesters. Because, the finals are the crucial part of it. It's what you depending on.
I guess I'll end my words for today. heheh I definitely need a proper rest before I devote myself for Night duty tomorrow. It will be my first!! ehehe.. Excited yet I am anxious!
Therefore, it's a good bye!
Not quite yet, my thank you is owed to My Mother, Sisters, Friends (cathy, pinky, diana, diding, g lijan, g ajiz, brian, kevin, mikey, hairol, yus, minol, tak, thilak and many more.. thank you guys), to my beloved nieces and nephew for making me the most kambang uncle of yours, coursins (chevvy, karen and denise) and colleagues.
Not forgetting too, those BruStuers who greeted me with wonderful says in their greetings... and most of which are my friends now. (hotdamn, Lilac, Mistress, dreamer, bondy, nova, kyrie, calad, and many more...) Thank you!!
Signing off with love;
Sani Kamis aka xHu
thank you for making 22 less painful! ahahhaa
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Monday, July 18, 2005
The day has started.
Hi Yall.
Today had been a tiring day for me. It all started at 5.30 in the morning with heavy brakfast. Thanx to my maid for that matter. So headed work an hour ealier before it has to be and before everyone else did, obviously.
So what's happening today? Today my colleagues (35) and I stepped into the real world of clinical nursing. We will be managing the ward as a real ward manager would be. We had a welcoming session and orientation which is for me quite important in a way.
Being away from medical surgical floor for almost 2 years, it has somehow impacted on the confidence which was once at its maximum. I felt nervous than ever before. Perhaps due to more responsibility and the amount of roles to be carried out that anyone of us is legally liable for. Hence, I certainly need to refresh myself with loads of skills and theories. Although, some are just matter of simple anatomy questions, but as more and more stuff loaded into your brains, the more and more you get things into a complicated conclusion. A first year students would have answered the same question marvellously, but yet, as the so called final year student, you'll be expected more concrete answers which in a way of presenting should be different from those in the first year. and that is torturing.
Overall, it has been okay so far. Too early for any conclusion. I'll try my best to take things as my advantage rather than looking it the otehr way round. I've got my shift schedule as well, and it really freaks me out.
At the ward, the staff nurses, facilitators, mentors as well as our clinical tutors are all have been great so far. They guide you in which ever they can, oh well at least that's what they promised us. So we started to work semi-independently today.
It's Monday, and we had rounds by our superiors, the Principal Nursing Officers, and otehr Nursing Officers. They basically were there to drill and to evaluate how much you know about each diagnosis and it's relations plus each patient holistically. I must say I'll have to congratulate myself for that. hehe.. something to fuel back my self-esteem and motivation.
Met few surgeons whom were being supportive in the Operating theatre. They all posed with huge smiles and short chat updating each other. hehe.. That's the best thing about our KB hospital.
To end, wishes of good luck simply be appreciated daily. I hope this 8 weeks will bring good memories and definitely fruitful, Insyallah. May your prayers be with me OKAY? hehehe...
Cheers!
Haji Sani
Extension Year Student Nurse
Today had been a tiring day for me. It all started at 5.30 in the morning with heavy brakfast. Thanx to my maid for that matter. So headed work an hour ealier before it has to be and before everyone else did, obviously.
So what's happening today? Today my colleagues (35) and I stepped into the real world of clinical nursing. We will be managing the ward as a real ward manager would be. We had a welcoming session and orientation which is for me quite important in a way.
Being away from medical surgical floor for almost 2 years, it has somehow impacted on the confidence which was once at its maximum. I felt nervous than ever before. Perhaps due to more responsibility and the amount of roles to be carried out that anyone of us is legally liable for. Hence, I certainly need to refresh myself with loads of skills and theories. Although, some are just matter of simple anatomy questions, but as more and more stuff loaded into your brains, the more and more you get things into a complicated conclusion. A first year students would have answered the same question marvellously, but yet, as the so called final year student, you'll be expected more concrete answers which in a way of presenting should be different from those in the first year. and that is torturing.
Overall, it has been okay so far. Too early for any conclusion. I'll try my best to take things as my advantage rather than looking it the otehr way round. I've got my shift schedule as well, and it really freaks me out.
At the ward, the staff nurses, facilitators, mentors as well as our clinical tutors are all have been great so far. They guide you in which ever they can, oh well at least that's what they promised us. So we started to work semi-independently today.
It's Monday, and we had rounds by our superiors, the Principal Nursing Officers, and otehr Nursing Officers. They basically were there to drill and to evaluate how much you know about each diagnosis and it's relations plus each patient holistically. I must say I'll have to congratulate myself for that. hehe.. something to fuel back my self-esteem and motivation.
Met few surgeons whom were being supportive in the Operating theatre. They all posed with huge smiles and short chat updating each other. hehe.. That's the best thing about our KB hospital.
To end, wishes of good luck simply be appreciated daily. I hope this 8 weeks will bring good memories and definitely fruitful, Insyallah. May your prayers be with me OKAY? hehehe...
Cheers!
Haji Sani
Extension Year Student Nurse
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
The beginning of the end.
Heya!
Monday was the beginning of my last and final semester. This semester is quite compact and the most important of all. It consists of my final exams and the crucial clinical hours. Starting Monday, I'll be attending lectures for 2 weeks before I brush up my bum for clinical hours for 8 weeks. During the placement, I'll be doing night shifts as well. hehe.. anyone wants to see me? I'm at the KB Hospital's Surgical ward. eheh.. If you're lucky, I'm incharge of the day.. heheh
As any of the semester's beginning especially flipping to a new academic year, head of course units will tend to make an impression to the students how strict they can be with introduction of their own way of managing. But yeah, we're immune to that. As for know, I myself and the rest will see how far this can go. Sounds fishy innit?
Well, for the few days, our head of unit seems to be making us uneasy! Definitely terrible. We've been treated like army trainee rather undergrads. Graaah!
Started lecture yesterday. Damn.. that was definitely critical and creative thinking needed. But all and all it has been ok so far.
So, basically, I'll have 2 weeks theory, 8 weeks clinical with clinical mentoring and assessment, 1 week revision, 1 week study leave 2 days of final exams.. followed by 4weeks elective placement and 2 weeks hari raya holidays then another 4 weeks elective placement before I finish!! yeah!! yes.. no break in between other than those break I mentioned.
I'll be working day and night at irregular hours! brrrrrr.....I'll be walking like Zombie ni nanti!
Results still pending! Wish me all the good luck people!
So thank you people for reading.. hehehe
Love
sanixhu
Monday was the beginning of my last and final semester. This semester is quite compact and the most important of all. It consists of my final exams and the crucial clinical hours. Starting Monday, I'll be attending lectures for 2 weeks before I brush up my bum for clinical hours for 8 weeks. During the placement, I'll be doing night shifts as well. hehe.. anyone wants to see me? I'm at the KB Hospital's Surgical ward. eheh.. If you're lucky, I'm incharge of the day.. heheh
As any of the semester's beginning especially flipping to a new academic year, head of course units will tend to make an impression to the students how strict they can be with introduction of their own way of managing. But yeah, we're immune to that. As for know, I myself and the rest will see how far this can go. Sounds fishy innit?
Well, for the few days, our head of unit seems to be making us uneasy! Definitely terrible. We've been treated like army trainee rather undergrads. Graaah!
Started lecture yesterday. Damn.. that was definitely critical and creative thinking needed. But all and all it has been ok so far.
So, basically, I'll have 2 weeks theory, 8 weeks clinical with clinical mentoring and assessment, 1 week revision, 1 week study leave 2 days of final exams.. followed by 4weeks elective placement and 2 weeks hari raya holidays then another 4 weeks elective placement before I finish!! yeah!! yes.. no break in between other than those break I mentioned.
I'll be working day and night at irregular hours! brrrrrr.....I'll be walking like Zombie ni nanti!
Results still pending! Wish me all the good luck people!
So thank you people for reading.. hehehe
Love
sanixhu
Thursday, June 30, 2005
My trip summary.
Hello ya'll. I know many of you are waiting for this bit. hehe.. no worries.
On the 19th June: I got set and ready for my trip to the UK. Purpose is to accompany my mom to the UK as she will be with my sister for her first baby delivery. The flight was fine, recognised some cabin crews from which had served me on some flights before.. that now I realised I travel alot! haha..
On the 20th June, we landed safely in Heathrow after a quick stop in Dubai. After 4hrs or so of transit and long walk in Heathrow, we boarded British Midland BA1306 to Aberdeen on the right time. We arrived few mins before time.
Anticipating that my sister will be waiting us at the gate.. which se usually did. But this time she took the wrong lane instead taking the international route. haha.. so We only get to meet her at the Belt. Waiting and waiting for our bags.. my instinct told me that we gonna be stopped for thorough check cos our bags seems to be the last.
Yes.. I was right... so we were detained fro few mins for thorough inspection. They retained our udang karing and a bottle of honey. Well at least Uk is not as strict as the Aussies'. And I had to put my name on the dotted line! :( am I a criminal already of trafficking? hahah... choi! My mom tu inda percaya!! I had to be no lies yet no truth when I speak lah.. hahah...which was hard.. cos Im kinda lurus bendul.
So for 10 days in Aberdeen, I know where to go and stuff. We had lunch at the Chinese restaurant (my favourite really and drooling now!) and they served us a huge portion of Kway Tiaw.. ala kway tiaw basah in Brunei.. and covered with fresh seafoods!! yes.. basar udang nya!!!! And it was fulfilling.
Besides those, I only managed to grab few bits as part of my shopping. Uk wasnt treating me good this time for shopping. Mostly stuff were limited as in size and suitability. Most of my frens kirimans pun I couldnt find. I was basically there for my family. So without orientation, I took my mom around, get on the bus while teaching her at the same time. So we had fun together and of course with the couple (sis and her hubby).
While the couple at work, mom and I were basically couch potatoes! hahah.. we eat sleep and headed town.
Among the highlights were, visit to Balmoral Castle, Hazlehead Park and of course the Beach! Ramai orang picnic... it was just that one day prolly cos the rest of the days were not Summer basically!! Masih chilly and no sun but angry clouds.
Next time I come to Aberdeen hopefully October... definitely gonna visit that Chinese restaurant again!! Damn!! It's totally different tasting than what you could find here in Brunei.
So I went to many stores, but too bad.. my size weren't there.. and some inda padan ku makai... some mati harganya! and.. probably last season.. cos I spotted stuff that I saw last winter I came. So.. malas ku..
My shopping highlight is my flipflop! ahaha bahagia ku!!
Flight Details.
So... on the 29th June, I got ready and to be sent to the airport. My flight were not as planned! Death I could sense! Supposed to fly from Aberdeen at 2pm and arrives Heathrow at 3.30pm. I checked my baggage in and the lady told me that I can checked my baggage to Brunei only up to Heathrow. Menaing I had to claim and recheck that baggage in just 90mins!!! Man that is not enough time! We're talking Heathrow here! So I managed to ask her.. bla bla bla.
Luck were on my side.. but not quite yet. So she called some of her colleagues.. and managed to put me in a delayed Flight which is just in few mins time. The plane should take off at 11 was retimed to 11.55. So after checked in I ran to the gate, hugs everyone (tears kali here? hehe) and I went off. Berat rasanya...
At departure, I had mix of emotions. Sad, scared and anticipating the possibilities. PLAN B was in my head. There I was... being told again the flight retimed to 1300hrs! Man.. so I only had 2hrs basically in Heathrow! die.. cos policy for check in has to be 3hrs before departure!
Sampai heathrow around 3.30pm... and I ran like mad person starting I disembarked the plane. At the baggage claim, it took me 20mins. And ran for Terminal 3. There were many doors and entry points.. paning ku milih.. luckily my seat mate showed me!
I thot that was the end.. but I was totally wrong. So I took a lift and there.. I saw this sign "Terminal 2,3 and $" bla bla... so.. I took the right path and run run run and run! It was a total Olympics for me. Lucky me I havent had my lucnh for that matter otherwise I wud have thrown up. And Lucky for me being alone.. otherwise.. if my mom were there.. I will put her on my trolley pakah!
20 mins of forceful run.. I arrived at Terminal 3 just 1.30hrs before departure. I had to run looking for the Right track that displays RBA. So there... met a wonderful Bruneian who I accompanied and vice versa. While in the que, made some friends with some Aussies haha we chat and chat... then The Bruneian gal atu was her first time travelling alone out of Heathrow. So she was lucky to have met me! haha.. prasan. She was nice and honestly terpikat ku!!!!! MAN she was not lawa but just nice.. macam minum teh secukup rasa!!
So I went in to departure.. helped her out with some bits.. and headed starbucks to reward myself. Had the largest size of Caramel Frappu and a Muffin.. that was lunch! Quick shooping at heathrow and we headed the gate. PUN JAUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mati!
Next to my seat was empty and I asked this stewardess yang LAWA if I can put the gal in.. so yeah.. we sat together and chatted thruout till Dubai. And I was not suprised that she was orang KB! hehe...
Oh yeah.. stewardess nya banar banar lawa!!! Unlike the biasa ones.. ani lawa! baik lagi tu...
Ok lah.. that was it... Pics gonna come up soon! Vry soon!
Love yall
Sani
On the 19th June: I got set and ready for my trip to the UK. Purpose is to accompany my mom to the UK as she will be with my sister for her first baby delivery. The flight was fine, recognised some cabin crews from which had served me on some flights before.. that now I realised I travel alot! haha..
On the 20th June, we landed safely in Heathrow after a quick stop in Dubai. After 4hrs or so of transit and long walk in Heathrow, we boarded British Midland BA1306 to Aberdeen on the right time. We arrived few mins before time.
Anticipating that my sister will be waiting us at the gate.. which se usually did. But this time she took the wrong lane instead taking the international route. haha.. so We only get to meet her at the Belt. Waiting and waiting for our bags.. my instinct told me that we gonna be stopped for thorough check cos our bags seems to be the last.
Yes.. I was right... so we were detained fro few mins for thorough inspection. They retained our udang karing and a bottle of honey. Well at least Uk is not as strict as the Aussies'. And I had to put my name on the dotted line! :( am I a criminal already of trafficking? hahah... choi! My mom tu inda percaya!! I had to be no lies yet no truth when I speak lah.. hahah...which was hard.. cos Im kinda lurus bendul.
So for 10 days in Aberdeen, I know where to go and stuff. We had lunch at the Chinese restaurant (my favourite really and drooling now!) and they served us a huge portion of Kway Tiaw.. ala kway tiaw basah in Brunei.. and covered with fresh seafoods!! yes.. basar udang nya!!!! And it was fulfilling.
Besides those, I only managed to grab few bits as part of my shopping. Uk wasnt treating me good this time for shopping. Mostly stuff were limited as in size and suitability. Most of my frens kirimans pun I couldnt find. I was basically there for my family. So without orientation, I took my mom around, get on the bus while teaching her at the same time. So we had fun together and of course with the couple (sis and her hubby).
While the couple at work, mom and I were basically couch potatoes! hahah.. we eat sleep and headed town.
Among the highlights were, visit to Balmoral Castle, Hazlehead Park and of course the Beach! Ramai orang picnic... it was just that one day prolly cos the rest of the days were not Summer basically!! Masih chilly and no sun but angry clouds.
Next time I come to Aberdeen hopefully October... definitely gonna visit that Chinese restaurant again!! Damn!! It's totally different tasting than what you could find here in Brunei.
So I went to many stores, but too bad.. my size weren't there.. and some inda padan ku makai... some mati harganya! and.. probably last season.. cos I spotted stuff that I saw last winter I came. So.. malas ku..
My shopping highlight is my flipflop! ahaha bahagia ku!!
Flight Details.
So... on the 29th June, I got ready and to be sent to the airport. My flight were not as planned! Death I could sense! Supposed to fly from Aberdeen at 2pm and arrives Heathrow at 3.30pm. I checked my baggage in and the lady told me that I can checked my baggage to Brunei only up to Heathrow. Menaing I had to claim and recheck that baggage in just 90mins!!! Man that is not enough time! We're talking Heathrow here! So I managed to ask her.. bla bla bla.
Luck were on my side.. but not quite yet. So she called some of her colleagues.. and managed to put me in a delayed Flight which is just in few mins time. The plane should take off at 11 was retimed to 11.55. So after checked in I ran to the gate, hugs everyone (tears kali here? hehe) and I went off. Berat rasanya...
At departure, I had mix of emotions. Sad, scared and anticipating the possibilities. PLAN B was in my head. There I was... being told again the flight retimed to 1300hrs! Man.. so I only had 2hrs basically in Heathrow! die.. cos policy for check in has to be 3hrs before departure!
Sampai heathrow around 3.30pm... and I ran like mad person starting I disembarked the plane. At the baggage claim, it took me 20mins. And ran for Terminal 3. There were many doors and entry points.. paning ku milih.. luckily my seat mate showed me!
I thot that was the end.. but I was totally wrong. So I took a lift and there.. I saw this sign "Terminal 2,3 and $" bla bla... so.. I took the right path and run run run and run! It was a total Olympics for me. Lucky me I havent had my lucnh for that matter otherwise I wud have thrown up. And Lucky for me being alone.. otherwise.. if my mom were there.. I will put her on my trolley pakah!
20 mins of forceful run.. I arrived at Terminal 3 just 1.30hrs before departure. I had to run looking for the Right track that displays RBA. So there... met a wonderful Bruneian who I accompanied and vice versa. While in the que, made some friends with some Aussies haha we chat and chat... then The Bruneian gal atu was her first time travelling alone out of Heathrow. So she was lucky to have met me! haha.. prasan. She was nice and honestly terpikat ku!!!!! MAN she was not lawa but just nice.. macam minum teh secukup rasa!!
So I went in to departure.. helped her out with some bits.. and headed starbucks to reward myself. Had the largest size of Caramel Frappu and a Muffin.. that was lunch! Quick shooping at heathrow and we headed the gate. PUN JAUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mati!
Next to my seat was empty and I asked this stewardess yang LAWA if I can put the gal in.. so yeah.. we sat together and chatted thruout till Dubai. And I was not suprised that she was orang KB! hehe...
Oh yeah.. stewardess nya banar banar lawa!!! Unlike the biasa ones.. ani lawa! baik lagi tu...
Ok lah.. that was it... Pics gonna come up soon! Vry soon!
Love yall
Sani
Saturday, June 18, 2005
The Break.
Well... I guess it's about time for me to appreciate my hardwork and well time to have a break.
Tomorrow is my flight to United Kingdom. As usual, I have mix of emotions. Damn... I bet there will be tears tomorrow.. cos my mom will be staying in the UK for quite long. Besides, there are important events happening while our leave... especially as far as mom is concerned. Cos my mom can be said one of the important people in the family.
Again... Congratulations on your wedding my niece! ehhe Happy life ever after. Chevvy Kambangs... sorry lengs.. me cannot is the live cnn telecast for you.. haha aku pun away di perantauan. You good Luck with ur exams by the way.
So, I'll be taking off at 2000hrs... and arrive heathrow 6am. Next flight around 12noon and arrive Aberdeen at 1.30pm. Gonna be a tiring flight.. but no worries... mom will be next to me.. happy... ada bantal bergerak.
Balik... alone :( grr... I hate flying alone!!!!!
On the brighter note... RIVERISLAND, FCUK, GAP... here I come!!! ahahahah... :P
Love and hugs... high 5 jua..
Sani Xhu
Tomorrow is my flight to United Kingdom. As usual, I have mix of emotions. Damn... I bet there will be tears tomorrow.. cos my mom will be staying in the UK for quite long. Besides, there are important events happening while our leave... especially as far as mom is concerned. Cos my mom can be said one of the important people in the family.
Again... Congratulations on your wedding my niece! ehhe Happy life ever after. Chevvy Kambangs... sorry lengs.. me cannot is the live cnn telecast for you.. haha aku pun away di perantauan. You good Luck with ur exams by the way.
So, I'll be taking off at 2000hrs... and arrive heathrow 6am. Next flight around 12noon and arrive Aberdeen at 1.30pm. Gonna be a tiring flight.. but no worries... mom will be next to me.. happy... ada bantal bergerak.
Balik... alone :( grr... I hate flying alone!!!!!
On the brighter note... RIVERISLAND, FCUK, GAP... here I come!!! ahahahah... :P
Love and hugs... high 5 jua..
Sani Xhu
Monday, June 13, 2005
Semester Break?? Or more work?
Assalamualaikum ya'll.
Today is my first day of semester 6's holidays. Man, I have loads to do inspite the break. Altho I am settled with my bookings, I am yet to pick it up probably on Thursday the latest. God knows how much the prices are!
So, today, I went to the hospital for my usual appointment. So it has been quite sometime since I saw this particular doctor. He's considered quite a "person" in the nephrology unit. So we chat a while and he asked about my current career and I told him that I'm in my final year of Nursing training. So as usual the question pops out... "where do you want to be placed?"... and I said.. "definitely not renal.. cos I had too much of it."
So.. we moved on to other topic and bla bla bla. So before I left, he stopped me. He said this " I hope you would think with what you said earlier, cos I can talk to someone about a position for you. We need a nurse like you with first hand experience... to be a health educator. You will be a great asset to us... and no one can take the position the same as you, not even a doctor able to do so. If you want, you will be in a good position and we'll arrange for further education abroad soon. and you'll be working at the RIPAS Education Department under Nephrology."
I replied.." *smile*... yeah I might consider... cos health educator is one of the prospect I'm looking at.." hehe... and he said again "I hope you think it carefully and tell us the answer." heheh..
Gosh... is tat a good one or what?! ahhahah...
Other than that, my niece (my cousin;s daughter is getting married).. oh my gosh!! that is a totally a gunshot into my head! I was like... WHAT!
Oh well... I hope everyone is doing their very best for the best and the best ever after.. gehheheh
I'm off peeps!
Take k.. hehe
Love
sanixhu...
*thinking*.. hmm nurse educator,... hmm... hagahhaha
p/s: I have not talked about the payment $$$$ gegegeggege
Today is my first day of semester 6's holidays. Man, I have loads to do inspite the break. Altho I am settled with my bookings, I am yet to pick it up probably on Thursday the latest. God knows how much the prices are!
So, today, I went to the hospital for my usual appointment. So it has been quite sometime since I saw this particular doctor. He's considered quite a "person" in the nephrology unit. So we chat a while and he asked about my current career and I told him that I'm in my final year of Nursing training. So as usual the question pops out... "where do you want to be placed?"... and I said.. "definitely not renal.. cos I had too much of it."
So.. we moved on to other topic and bla bla bla. So before I left, he stopped me. He said this " I hope you would think with what you said earlier, cos I can talk to someone about a position for you. We need a nurse like you with first hand experience... to be a health educator. You will be a great asset to us... and no one can take the position the same as you, not even a doctor able to do so. If you want, you will be in a good position and we'll arrange for further education abroad soon. and you'll be working at the RIPAS Education Department under Nephrology."
I replied.." *smile*... yeah I might consider... cos health educator is one of the prospect I'm looking at.." hehe... and he said again "I hope you think it carefully and tell us the answer." heheh..
Gosh... is tat a good one or what?! ahhahah...
Other than that, my niece (my cousin;s daughter is getting married).. oh my gosh!! that is a totally a gunshot into my head! I was like... WHAT!
Oh well... I hope everyone is doing their very best for the best and the best ever after.. gehheheh
I'm off peeps!
Take k.. hehe
Love
sanixhu...
*thinking*.. hmm nurse educator,... hmm... hagahhaha
p/s: I have not talked about the payment $$$$ gegegeggege
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Sani Kamis is Back!
Right folks. First of all what's with the title line? Hahah no biggie just that, now that I have control over myself and being myself again. The one who is known for his easy goin, charming and sweet?! ahah Did I say that out loud? Bet I "didnt" haha... oh well....
Right... Thanx for those peminat setia! hehe.. Hotdamn.. I know you're one of them! ehhe.. DingY, my sweetie.. than for the support, Mistress.. thanx to you too.
So for the whole long break of this blog.. I had loads of good moments which deserved to be blogged. Unfortunately, time did not permits me to do so. But then, I'm not gonna disappoint you guys out here cos I;m gonna summarise it all in here!
First, I've finished my dissertation at last!!! Yes.. and many was quite impressed with my work done. On top of that, I even finished it before time... woo.. I didnt expect I could manage. hehe.. So that's the biggest thang happening to me. Well that is really the triumph in the course. Again... results awaiting... die die die !!!!
Secondly of course, I had a call saying my flight confirmation. Sad or Happy.. I dont know which emotion to use. Sad, cos the time I;m gonna be spending in the UK will be short! Yes I HAVE NO LONDON TRIP!!! too bad innit! How is that possible to go to UK not spending time in London! ahha On the brighter side, I am happy because gonna be spending time with my loved ones there! heheh.. and flying too.. although a dreadful flight I anticipate.
So in detail, I'm flying off to London on the 19th evening and arriving London around 6am UK time. Then about 4hrs transit in London, fly to Aberdeen on the following. Then... antah... balik on the 29th arriving 30th!! Short innit???
So during the absence, I had a spongebob plush given to me by Pinky! ahha.. Tell ya what.. that was my first time given a plush toy! ahha... On top of that, Pinky gave me a rose symbol of friendship! eheh.. We gonna start a tradition soon! well that I cant tell.. hahaha... So in total I had a rose, spongebob plush and spongebob phone chain! ehhe... bahagia kan??
So I guess, Ive spilled everything out aight? heheh...
So okie dokie peeps! Enjoy!
Love
Sani.
Taggers:
Mistress: thanx !!
DingY: nah.. my flight details as above! ehhe
Chev: me sana 10 days! ahha...
Hotdamn: enjoy!
Right... Thanx for those peminat setia! hehe.. Hotdamn.. I know you're one of them! ehhe.. DingY, my sweetie.. than for the support, Mistress.. thanx to you too.
So for the whole long break of this blog.. I had loads of good moments which deserved to be blogged. Unfortunately, time did not permits me to do so. But then, I'm not gonna disappoint you guys out here cos I;m gonna summarise it all in here!
First, I've finished my dissertation at last!!! Yes.. and many was quite impressed with my work done. On top of that, I even finished it before time... woo.. I didnt expect I could manage. hehe.. So that's the biggest thang happening to me. Well that is really the triumph in the course. Again... results awaiting... die die die !!!!
Secondly of course, I had a call saying my flight confirmation. Sad or Happy.. I dont know which emotion to use. Sad, cos the time I;m gonna be spending in the UK will be short! Yes I HAVE NO LONDON TRIP!!! too bad innit! How is that possible to go to UK not spending time in London! ahha On the brighter side, I am happy because gonna be spending time with my loved ones there! heheh.. and flying too.. although a dreadful flight I anticipate.
So in detail, I'm flying off to London on the 19th evening and arriving London around 6am UK time. Then about 4hrs transit in London, fly to Aberdeen on the following. Then... antah... balik on the 29th arriving 30th!! Short innit???
So during the absence, I had a spongebob plush given to me by Pinky! ahha.. Tell ya what.. that was my first time given a plush toy! ahha... On top of that, Pinky gave me a rose symbol of friendship! eheh.. We gonna start a tradition soon! well that I cant tell.. hahaha... So in total I had a rose, spongebob plush and spongebob phone chain! ehhe... bahagia kan??
So I guess, Ive spilled everything out aight? heheh...
So okie dokie peeps! Enjoy!
Love
Sani.
Taggers:
Mistress: thanx !!
DingY: nah.. my flight details as above! ehhe
Chev: me sana 10 days! ahha...
Hotdamn: enjoy!
Saturday, June 04, 2005
The journey! hahha
Holla ladies and gents! sorry for the long absence. I certainly have good reasons for that!
I just had my one and only exam paper for this semester. How was I doin?? Damn, I deserved a shit for that. Why? I didnt study much? Prolly because my new room is soo gloomy that makes me just wanna go sleep. So what did I do before hand?.... I went around town, driving in my luvly SUV babeh! ehhe.. Went to panaga club makan makan... then enjoying the serenity of green golf course and of course the pool. It's a poolside restaurant tho. Then went DVD hunting, bought 10 of them. And watched all of them. I only studied what... 5hours? damn! I have in total about 15 topics ... but hell! I only re-read what I have forgotten, others will depend on how much I've gained throughout my concentration in lectures. That is just my way really... pay attemtion in class and participate!
So during exam? I just smile and kusuting! hhaha.. I targeted the right questions really.. but I neglect to study them. So whose at fault? Ya bet! So I answered blindly on the
On a brighter note, I;ve booked my tickets to Aberdeen! YAY! hehehe.. then My dissertation is complete and only waiting for Kamini to check it for me... hopefully by Monday. I cant wait for my semester holidays!... hmm time to fly alone .. again! gosh!! 24hours of boredom throughout the journey!
I also able to get my laptop live again! hahah... I bought a new adapter's cord! yippie...
So what are or were my coping strategies? I went to makan as usual! A BIG FAT MAKAN! hahaha..
So loving you guys!
xhu
Taggers:
Hotdamn: I know you're gonna read! hehe thanx
Xeno: waves balik
Nisa: hi hi! heheh
DingY: nothing much to say but missing you! Meeting ya soon before I leave for the UK okay!! HUGS!
Chevvy: hehe KAMBANGS!
I just had my one and only exam paper for this semester. How was I doin?? Damn, I deserved a shit for that. Why? I didnt study much? Prolly because my new room is soo gloomy that makes me just wanna go sleep. So what did I do before hand?.... I went around town, driving in my luvly SUV babeh! ehhe.. Went to panaga club makan makan... then enjoying the serenity of green golf course and of course the pool. It's a poolside restaurant tho. Then went DVD hunting, bought 10 of them. And watched all of them. I only studied what... 5hours? damn! I have in total about 15 topics ... but hell! I only re-read what I have forgotten, others will depend on how much I've gained throughout my concentration in lectures. That is just my way really... pay attemtion in class and participate!
So during exam? I just smile and kusuting! hhaha.. I targeted the right questions really.. but I neglect to study them. So whose at fault? Ya bet! So I answered blindly on the
- theories of child growth and development and it's association with home accidents.
- nephrotic syndrome
- a haematoma in the occipital lobe, discussion of diagnosis and emergency intervention <-- this I DIE but I like questions like this.
- The primary and seconday assessment in triage.
- lastly the discussion of patient undergoing General anesthesia.
On a brighter note, I;ve booked my tickets to Aberdeen! YAY! hehehe.. then My dissertation is complete and only waiting for Kamini to check it for me... hopefully by Monday. I cant wait for my semester holidays!... hmm time to fly alone .. again! gosh!! 24hours of boredom throughout the journey!
I also able to get my laptop live again! hahah... I bought a new adapter's cord! yippie...
So what are or were my coping strategies? I went to makan as usual! A BIG FAT MAKAN! hahaha..
So loving you guys!
xhu
Taggers:
Hotdamn: I know you're gonna read! hehe thanx
Xeno: waves balik
Nisa: hi hi! heheh
DingY: nothing much to say but missing you! Meeting ya soon before I leave for the UK okay!! HUGS!
Chevvy: hehe KAMBANGS!
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
hi just foto updates!
High peeps!
thanx everyone for coming here! ehhe...
Xeno: ko lintasi ganya? Ko tutuk ko karang eh! haha
DingY: yes luv! ehheh you flattered me too much... ehhe thanx tho!
Mistress: jet-skiing? gosh i thot fore real.. iski ku udah! haha
right folks.. here some foto shoot taken during my boredom! hahaha
righ enjoy and have fun!
sani xhu
thanx everyone for coming here! ehhe...
Xeno: ko lintasi ganya? Ko tutuk ko karang eh! haha
DingY: yes luv! ehheh you flattered me too much... ehhe thanx tho!
Mistress: jet-skiing? gosh i thot fore real.. iski ku udah! haha
right folks.. here some foto shoot taken during my boredom! hahaha
righ enjoy and have fun!
sani xhu
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Just nothing.
Hi Yall!
I've got nothing much to blabber this time. I just want to shout out the updates on my fotopage. hehe >click here<
Friday, I was at the ICC. The ceramah was soo funny. Hehe.. I wouldnt regret of going to that kind of ceramah again! On top of that the lecture at UBD was fun too... Have I talked about that yet? hmm well next will be on Saturday. Right after my exams on the 4th June. It's going to be Rehabilitation upon brain injury. ehehh...
So, how you guys goin? heheh... I am highly motivated now with my thesis. Looking great to me tho.. whether it will be to my supervisor too and yet to the mdoerator! Gosh..
Anyways.. catch ya guys around! Bye
I've got nothing much to blabber this time. I just want to shout out the updates on my fotopage. hehe >click here<
Friday, I was at the ICC. The ceramah was soo funny. Hehe.. I wouldnt regret of going to that kind of ceramah again! On top of that the lecture at UBD was fun too... Have I talked about that yet? hmm well next will be on Saturday. Right after my exams on the 4th June. It's going to be Rehabilitation upon brain injury. ehehh...
So, how you guys goin? heheh... I am highly motivated now with my thesis. Looking great to me tho.. whether it will be to my supervisor too and yet to the mdoerator! Gosh..
Anyways.. catch ya guys around! Bye
Friday, May 20, 2005
Right ya!
Hi folks.. How things goin?
Right I know most of you out there are screaming to get this blog of mine updated. Hehe I am terribly and miserably busy. Busy with what? Oh my dissertation is less than a month due now. With that my exams are coming up. This is the final when they will assess who are the top 5 to get the scholarship abroad and who will do the post grad courses. *sigh*
On top of that my other commitments in the college's activities are also hightened! Gosh.. what a miserable time... I had to attend lectures at UBD till late at night, then dinner here and there, ceramah here and there, seminar here and there... iish macam artist or VIP saja prasan ku aku ani sudah! ahha... *prasan attack is back!!* ... Just take a look at the piccies here.
See for instance later, I have to attend ceramah at ICC... it will be presented by Dr Hj Fadzillah Kamsah dn Dr Mashitah. Hope it's gonna be fun!
Hmm by next week I will be very busy settling loads of stuff. I need to start booking my tickets too! Yay! but I heard many tickets are fully booked now! I understand students are coming back for the summer break! *gosh*
I am trying hard to cut down my weight now... too bad .. evils are everywhere! I havent had rice for 3 days now!! But been eating loads! gosh... how is that feasible to hear? Da'oh *tap forehead* sama jua cetanya..
bah.. not going to type loads... karang payah si Hotdamn baca! haha sayang ku si Hotdamn! ahha.. peminat setia ku!
Love hugs terajang hantak hindik and Hugs lagi tampar lagi
Sani Xhu
Taggers:
Hotdamn: thanx for your patience. will always be my tandoori...
DingY: Hi luv! awu busy busy.. nanti... udah ku management.. we go out! hehhehe tani party shake our bootie! yay babie!!
Right I know most of you out there are screaming to get this blog of mine updated. Hehe I am terribly and miserably busy. Busy with what? Oh my dissertation is less than a month due now. With that my exams are coming up. This is the final when they will assess who are the top 5 to get the scholarship abroad and who will do the post grad courses. *sigh*
On top of that my other commitments in the college's activities are also hightened! Gosh.. what a miserable time... I had to attend lectures at UBD till late at night, then dinner here and there, ceramah here and there, seminar here and there... iish macam artist or VIP saja prasan ku aku ani sudah! ahha... *prasan attack is back!!* ... Just take a look at the piccies here.
See for instance later, I have to attend ceramah at ICC... it will be presented by Dr Hj Fadzillah Kamsah dn Dr Mashitah. Hope it's gonna be fun!
Hmm by next week I will be very busy settling loads of stuff. I need to start booking my tickets too! Yay! but I heard many tickets are fully booked now! I understand students are coming back for the summer break! *gosh*
I am trying hard to cut down my weight now... too bad .. evils are everywhere! I havent had rice for 3 days now!! But been eating loads! gosh... how is that feasible to hear? Da'oh *tap forehead* sama jua cetanya..
bah.. not going to type loads... karang payah si Hotdamn baca! haha sayang ku si Hotdamn! ahha.. peminat setia ku!
Love hugs terajang hantak hindik and Hugs lagi tampar lagi
Sani Xhu
Taggers:
Hotdamn: thanx for your patience. will always be my tandoori...
DingY: Hi luv! awu busy busy.. nanti... udah ku management.. we go out! hehhehe tani party shake our bootie! yay babie!!
Thursday, May 12, 2005
HAPPY NURSES DAY!!
HI Y'ALL!!!
I am so happy and listenin to reggae and ska!
heheheheh bahagia ku ni!!
I finished my FINAL PRACTICAL EXAMS!! woohoo!! heheheh
To all fellow Nursing Colleagues... it's 12th May and Florence Nightingale was born. So Happy Nurses Day to you all and Happy Belated Midwives Day! hehe..
Enjoy the career and continue to strive for the best health care service!.
Enjoy the career and continue to strive for the best health care service!.
I am so happy and listenin to reggae and ska!
heheheheh bahagia ku ni!!
I finished my FINAL PRACTICAL EXAMS!! woohoo!! heheheh
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Right.. busy-ness it is.
Thanx peeps. You guys are the greatest! Thanx for being around and stay in touch with my blog. PIX UPDATED.
Aight... nothing much to share. Just had been in a sea waves past few days. Now it all settled down.
I dont know, maybe hari sibuk and stress sedunia! haha... Well in one day I had lotsa things happened in a negative way. Yes to my frens that was. Rather, closest friends I have at the moment whose friendship I'll never tarnish. Hopefully friendship lasts.
To start with, my sidekick just broke off. It was really a sad thing. Not the usual ones guys. This one is soo tragic and drama! haha... It was all one thing that erupted into tons. First "he" forgot his GF's burfday! ahaha... well... inspite of being given tons of long missed calls! Caya! buleh..
Moving on... lunch time.. someone had teared out. Kana kacau Bf nya... kesian ku... hehe but I tried to menjadi pelawak di keadaan tegang! hahah it's aint easy to be one peeps! Salah technique... bukan nya jadi ceria.. jadi tragedy! hahah... malang menimpa! hahah...
So.. I just moved on with this life. I wont share my personal probs here tho. Well, it's aint feasible for you guys to read anyways. hhahah..
On a brighter note? hmm I have my OSCE exams tomorrow. The last for my course! I had 5 so far! This is the last. Should I yay now or what? I have 5 skills to master. CPR an infant below 9 mths, a concious 9mth old baby but choked which finally not breathing, surgical gloving, hand scrubbing and then adult CPR! phew.. it's gonna be tiring mang!
Progress: My car still di ICU!! hahaha
gosh.. Thesis: well I am 40% done! Proud? gosh.. goose bumps! hahah... Dateline is less than a month! I need to book my tickets to the UK soon! ada sesiapa mau ikut?? help me.. I aint wanna fly alone!!! no more!!
I have many agendas, dinner and social activities to attend... hmm susah... kan berpisin tah lagi tu eh!!
hahah psst... guys realised sumthing... slowly this blog has some integration into malay udah... banyak udah malay words ku pakai sini! haha bangga!! ahhahaha Good Luck my besh fwens.. Pinky, Zol, Diana, and... semua lah... and to those yang kan exam atu jua!! hhehe
Hugs and wish me luck guys! Fingers cross
SaniXhu... ku~~ sayang kepadamu~~~
Taggers:
DingY: yes me busy.. but it's you that this blog and this piece of writing for today created! ehhe.. Love you Telletubs!
Hotdamn: hey tandoori! Gonna miss your residency at BruStu... guess I'm gonna be a brat in there. BruStu never gonna be the same with your absence! gosh... paksa tah ku preach others to be foods fanatics.
Chicka: haha.. thanx pal! haha ada blog biskita? Link up!! hhee.. btw... will you be my next food victim! haha.. btw.. are you foods fanatics? hahahah
Aight... nothing much to share. Just had been in a sea waves past few days. Now it all settled down.
I dont know, maybe hari sibuk and stress sedunia! haha... Well in one day I had lotsa things happened in a negative way. Yes to my frens that was. Rather, closest friends I have at the moment whose friendship I'll never tarnish. Hopefully friendship lasts.
To start with, my sidekick just broke off. It was really a sad thing. Not the usual ones guys. This one is soo tragic and drama! haha... It was all one thing that erupted into tons. First "he" forgot his GF's burfday! ahaha... well... inspite of being given tons of long missed calls! Caya! buleh..
Moving on... lunch time.. someone had teared out. Kana kacau Bf nya... kesian ku... hehe but I tried to menjadi pelawak di keadaan tegang! hahah it's aint easy to be one peeps! Salah technique... bukan nya jadi ceria.. jadi tragedy! hahah... malang menimpa! hahah...
So.. I just moved on with this life. I wont share my personal probs here tho. Well, it's aint feasible for you guys to read anyways. hhahah..
On a brighter note? hmm I have my OSCE exams tomorrow. The last for my course! I had 5 so far! This is the last. Should I yay now or what? I have 5 skills to master. CPR an infant below 9 mths, a concious 9mth old baby but choked which finally not breathing, surgical gloving, hand scrubbing and then adult CPR! phew.. it's gonna be tiring mang!
Progress: My car still di ICU!! hahaha
gosh.. Thesis: well I am 40% done! Proud? gosh.. goose bumps! hahah... Dateline is less than a month! I need to book my tickets to the UK soon! ada sesiapa mau ikut?? help me.. I aint wanna fly alone!!! no more!!
I have many agendas, dinner and social activities to attend... hmm susah... kan berpisin tah lagi tu eh!!
hahah psst... guys realised sumthing... slowly this blog has some integration into malay udah... banyak udah malay words ku pakai sini! haha bangga!! ahhahaha Good Luck my besh fwens.. Pinky, Zol, Diana, and... semua lah... and to those yang kan exam atu jua!! hhehe
Hugs and wish me luck guys! Fingers cross
SaniXhu... ku~~ sayang kepadamu~~~
Taggers:
DingY: yes me busy.. but it's you that this blog and this piece of writing for today created! ehhe.. Love you Telletubs!
Hotdamn: hey tandoori! Gonna miss your residency at BruStu... guess I'm gonna be a brat in there. BruStu never gonna be the same with your absence! gosh... paksa tah ku preach others to be foods fanatics.
Chicka: haha.. thanx pal! haha ada blog biskita? Link up!! hhee.. btw... will you be my next food victim! haha.. btw.. are you foods fanatics? hahahah
Thursday, May 05, 2005
The joy and sadness...
Heya Folks! How ya doin?
Today I have finished my operating theatre placement. It was all great moments I had there. We had a reflection session there and I had a mixture of emotions. But overall it has to be moments to be cheerished for life. My sincere gratitude and appreciation goes out to all the Doctors, Surgeons, Anaesthetists, Nursing Staffs and Supporting Team, you're the best guys! You guys simply have done to your very best and the maximum you could. It has beneffited my colleagues and I.
As a memorabillia for myself, I had my scrub tops signed by all members of staffs and students! Amazing!!! Pictures Here
So now I have basically covered all my basic and specialty nursing areas as well as placements. I can be placed anywhere with confidence from day onwards. However, that alone is not enough to qualify me and run the show as I have few more months to graduation and licensing for practice. I still need to finish my course, exams and of course my management semester with placement to fulfill that criteria. But yes, I am almost content, but not being complacent. Triumph is now visible which is just down the road afterall. All I need now is hardwork, patience and determination. Of course prayers from all you guys and my families!
During my operating theatre placement, it was the most wonderful experience I can never asked for. It has always been my dream to go there and work. Yes, I will not hesitate to fill in a position there. Another experience would be my first scrub in for caesarean section of a baby girl. Although the mother had complication, with all the knowledge, we tried our best to save the mother and baby. No experience would ever be the same. I also witnessed twin babies delivered into this world. It was a pair. The first was a baby boy. This twin pair is a product of InvitroFertilisation (IVF). It costs $10,000 and can be done in JPMC. woo... yes.. I wish to have twin kids in the future so I wont hesistate to invest that much!!! woo hoo!!!!
Tonight, I'll be goin out with Cathy and celebrate. It's just part of our ritual to have mini achievements celebrated. But this is more than that!!! To Cathy too, congratulations on your acceptance to MMU! All the best for yuor upcomings. Let the ritual continues... dont just let it "used to be" ok! hahaha.. makan makan makan!!
Hugs
Sani Kamis aka xHu
Taggers:
Hotdamn: no worries mate! Do link me ya..., and rajin rajin tag me here!
DingY: No darling... Thesis is really killing me in the arse! I need about 4K words more!! DIE DIE DIE... wish me luck!!
Mistress: My note of condolence to you and your family. I understand your situation. Other time will be definitely fine for me! hehe.. Take care!
Today I have finished my operating theatre placement. It was all great moments I had there. We had a reflection session there and I had a mixture of emotions. But overall it has to be moments to be cheerished for life. My sincere gratitude and appreciation goes out to all the Doctors, Surgeons, Anaesthetists, Nursing Staffs and Supporting Team, you're the best guys! You guys simply have done to your very best and the maximum you could. It has beneffited my colleagues and I.
As a memorabillia for myself, I had my scrub tops signed by all members of staffs and students! Amazing!!! Pictures Here
So now I have basically covered all my basic and specialty nursing areas as well as placements. I can be placed anywhere with confidence from day onwards. However, that alone is not enough to qualify me and run the show as I have few more months to graduation and licensing for practice. I still need to finish my course, exams and of course my management semester with placement to fulfill that criteria. But yes, I am almost content, but not being complacent. Triumph is now visible which is just down the road afterall. All I need now is hardwork, patience and determination. Of course prayers from all you guys and my families!
During my operating theatre placement, it was the most wonderful experience I can never asked for. It has always been my dream to go there and work. Yes, I will not hesitate to fill in a position there. Another experience would be my first scrub in for caesarean section of a baby girl. Although the mother had complication, with all the knowledge, we tried our best to save the mother and baby. No experience would ever be the same. I also witnessed twin babies delivered into this world. It was a pair. The first was a baby boy. This twin pair is a product of InvitroFertilisation (IVF). It costs $10,000 and can be done in JPMC. woo... yes.. I wish to have twin kids in the future so I wont hesistate to invest that much!!! woo hoo!!!!
Tonight, I'll be goin out with Cathy and celebrate. It's just part of our ritual to have mini achievements celebrated. But this is more than that!!! To Cathy too, congratulations on your acceptance to MMU! All the best for yuor upcomings. Let the ritual continues... dont just let it "used to be" ok! hahaha.. makan makan makan!!
Hugs
Sani Kamis aka xHu
Taggers:
Hotdamn: no worries mate! Do link me ya..., and rajin rajin tag me here!
DingY: No darling... Thesis is really killing me in the arse! I need about 4K words more!! DIE DIE DIE... wish me luck!!
Mistress: My note of condolence to you and your family. I understand your situation. Other time will be definitely fine for me! hehe.. Take care!
Saturday, April 30, 2005
What is Saturday without fun?
Hey Ya'll!!
Saturday? Left house a little late than the usual hours. Cos Pinky made a reverse pick up today since she started her journey from Mumong instead of the usual KB. So happily went up to Bandar. It's not Pinky who's driving if there's no thrill in it! hahaha.. So yeah... We had that usual thrill. But today's was the worse I guess. Topic during the journey: our plan on mini teen's trip to Kuala Lumpur! hahaha... damn... that discussion was very long indeed.
Arrived campus, chat around with good mates, exchange news and placements rantings and ngumpats! LOL.. then started the cleaning campaign. We the seniors were so lucky since it was being told that "seniors jadi mandur saja.. biar junior buat!" hahah... Oh not a problem at all... so the chat continued...
Went lunching to the mall and had tandoori at LeTaj. Sorry Hotdamn.. I totally have forgotten who Hotdamn was when I ate it.. haha basically none of your image played in me.. but my tandoori was daaamn good! So meantime, we waited for Yanne, Zul's GF, and we didnt want to do the usual movies hang out. So another alternative was to go for Ice Skating... but then... pocket is really kampis! hahah... So we postponed that. During those times.. I felt so irritated since quite some time now with my hair. So I decided to try out a professional touch to my hair. So went to HairRock and headed for some rocking touch to that hair of mine.
10mins later... chik chak chik chak with the different types of scissors then alternate with sprays of water then moulding. Started with a huge handful of mousse, then wax, then cream then blow then wax then blow then twist and turn then god knows... The style I chose was Messy Spikey. Oh well, My opinion was: ani aku pun pandai buat... macam inda bergunting jua! hahahahaha....
Then, we dropped by at the CD shop. There was this huge see-through glass wall... so the four of us act like models or manequins when we saw Zul's GF. Hahha and she didnt realised until we frantically waved at her! hahahaha...
From the Mall we went to Ah Hantai Qlap. But then it was full so went off to Mamih Qlap. We ate again.. and I ate Nasi Ayam. Ok jua lah.. and again discussed the KL trip...
So basically those are the highlights for today. Supposed to go swimming too but then, Pinky couldnt make it. So cancelled probably next week in Bandar... ehhehe
PICTURES CLICK HERE
Taggers:
Mistress: food fest? ooh nothing unusual really! ehhehe
DingY: yeah... we bumped at each other di Lumut! haha I saw you with your wicked babu's look! ahha... I was frantically waving at you too.. but no respond... putung stim kau ah! hahahhah...
Hotdamn: se sirang? napa inda conquer arah catering atu... since you just come for the foods! ahhaha....
Saturday? Left house a little late than the usual hours. Cos Pinky made a reverse pick up today since she started her journey from Mumong instead of the usual KB. So happily went up to Bandar. It's not Pinky who's driving if there's no thrill in it! hahaha.. So yeah... We had that usual thrill. But today's was the worse I guess. Topic during the journey: our plan on mini teen's trip to Kuala Lumpur! hahaha... damn... that discussion was very long indeed.
Arrived campus, chat around with good mates, exchange news and placements rantings and ngumpats! LOL.. then started the cleaning campaign. We the seniors were so lucky since it was being told that "seniors jadi mandur saja.. biar junior buat!" hahah... Oh not a problem at all... so the chat continued...
Went lunching to the mall and had tandoori at LeTaj. Sorry Hotdamn.. I totally have forgotten who Hotdamn was when I ate it.. haha basically none of your image played in me.. but my tandoori was daaamn good! So meantime, we waited for Yanne, Zul's GF, and we didnt want to do the usual movies hang out. So another alternative was to go for Ice Skating... but then... pocket is really kampis! hahah... So we postponed that. During those times.. I felt so irritated since quite some time now with my hair. So I decided to try out a professional touch to my hair. So went to HairRock and headed for some rocking touch to that hair of mine.
10mins later... chik chak chik chak with the different types of scissors then alternate with sprays of water then moulding. Started with a huge handful of mousse, then wax, then cream then blow then wax then blow then twist and turn then god knows... The style I chose was Messy Spikey. Oh well, My opinion was: ani aku pun pandai buat... macam inda bergunting jua! hahahahaha....
Then, we dropped by at the CD shop. There was this huge see-through glass wall... so the four of us act like models or manequins when we saw Zul's GF. Hahha and she didnt realised until we frantically waved at her! hahahaha...
From the Mall we went to Ah Hantai Qlap. But then it was full so went off to Mamih Qlap. We ate again.. and I ate Nasi Ayam. Ok jua lah.. and again discussed the KL trip...
So basically those are the highlights for today. Supposed to go swimming too but then, Pinky couldnt make it. So cancelled probably next week in Bandar... ehhehe
PICTURES CLICK HERE
Taggers:
Mistress: food fest? ooh nothing unusual really! ehhehe
DingY: yeah... we bumped at each other di Lumut! haha I saw you with your wicked babu's look! ahha... I was frantically waving at you too.. but no respond... putung stim kau ah! hahahhah...
Hotdamn: se sirang? napa inda conquer arah catering atu... since you just come for the foods! ahhaha....
Friday, April 29, 2005
Days of Ups And Downs.
Song: Irish Son
Artist: Brian McFadden
Assalamualaikum. Hi guys! eehehe.. I know I have not updated this blog since.. hmm you do the counting...
Well, I supposed to update this blog last night. But since there was a black out, so I couldnt manage to do so. As for today, I managed to push myself to polish my bum with my Literature Review. But yet it's not complete. I am yet to give diplomatic and reasonable reasons to my supervisor. Tomorrow will be an anticipated tiring day. We'll be having cleaning campaign at campus. Gosh.. the never ending kind of thang... probably it's just the way we learn??
So what's with my heading? Yes, I have never experienced such a terrible time of my life. Yes too bad I cant share it not here but not to anyone esle too. The secret is deep inside me. No sympathy is needed but I just felt I've made the biggest mistake in life or rather I have made a victory in this whole life? I simply dont know. psst... it has nothing to do with opposite sex relationship nor it has to do with sex and intimacy in relationship! haahahahhaha.... See people, that the best part of me I guess. I am still able to lift my chin and head up to the world and smile with pride. Although deep inside it has bruises and scarrings. esewah... jiwang jua aku ani ah... but yeah people. Last week was such a pain!
As for work? I gained more anxious day by day. My rotation in my most wanted and interested area will be over soon. It has been my dream to work in an Operating theatre since I was a kid. Crazy no? hehe.. Yeah so the wish has been granted. Soo I'll just cheerish every moments of that.
Graduation is less than a year now. Finishing the course is in no time. Plans and options are all opened. Too bad I have not made my final decision. Decision at this very stage is aint easy as it used to be when we were kids, young, decisive and dangerous indeed. But now, it is a very critical point to where your life has to be. No one can lead you but yourself. Others can only support and it's you that able to push and lift you up. My dreams and motivation to that are set at the highest point one could ever imagined. But will I be able to make it?? That's the biggest question that I have no answer to.
I guess I have said enough. Probably I am just too nervous for tomorrow. Hahhaha...
p/s: keta ku masih di ward. At least ward biasa... hari atu surgical ward ya.. ahha kira kes inda paham! Pokoknya... minggu depan harap harap gue udah ada mobil. gue kepingin sekali mau nyetir motoka nye!!!!
Bah... buubbye!
Cheers Mates!
xHu.
Taggers: (thanx for your loyalty) hahahahahha =P
DingY: I am always yours! haha Jiwang jua ko! haha.. whatever you say Ding... it's the same how I feel about you too.... hahahahahaha.... aku pun rindu ketawa mu, hawa nafsu besar mu (makan) hahahahah
Chevvy: hahahha bah bah... gossip kapit men it is.. ahhah stress ku ni masih. My work load meter is really dangering me sudah ni!!! kira tahap maksima!!
Hotdamn: nah ku update udah tempat taman larangan mu ani! hahaha...... ko mau aku tambah apa lagi? Nasi minyak? Tandoori? Tikka Massala? Grills? BBQ's? Roasts? apa lagi?? hahahha..
Mistress: bah bila kan menjaur menyukat jalan?? hahahah
Artist: Brian McFadden
Assalamualaikum. Hi guys! eehehe.. I know I have not updated this blog since.. hmm you do the counting...
Well, I supposed to update this blog last night. But since there was a black out, so I couldnt manage to do so. As for today, I managed to push myself to polish my bum with my Literature Review. But yet it's not complete. I am yet to give diplomatic and reasonable reasons to my supervisor. Tomorrow will be an anticipated tiring day. We'll be having cleaning campaign at campus. Gosh.. the never ending kind of thang... probably it's just the way we learn??
So what's with my heading? Yes, I have never experienced such a terrible time of my life. Yes too bad I cant share it not here but not to anyone esle too. The secret is deep inside me. No sympathy is needed but I just felt I've made the biggest mistake in life or rather I have made a victory in this whole life? I simply dont know. psst... it has nothing to do with opposite sex relationship nor it has to do with sex and intimacy in relationship! haahahahhaha.... See people, that the best part of me I guess. I am still able to lift my chin and head up to the world and smile with pride. Although deep inside it has bruises and scarrings. esewah... jiwang jua aku ani ah... but yeah people. Last week was such a pain!
As for work? I gained more anxious day by day. My rotation in my most wanted and interested area will be over soon. It has been my dream to work in an Operating theatre since I was a kid. Crazy no? hehe.. Yeah so the wish has been granted. Soo I'll just cheerish every moments of that.
Graduation is less than a year now. Finishing the course is in no time. Plans and options are all opened. Too bad I have not made my final decision. Decision at this very stage is aint easy as it used to be when we were kids, young, decisive and dangerous indeed. But now, it is a very critical point to where your life has to be. No one can lead you but yourself. Others can only support and it's you that able to push and lift you up. My dreams and motivation to that are set at the highest point one could ever imagined. But will I be able to make it?? That's the biggest question that I have no answer to.
I guess I have said enough. Probably I am just too nervous for tomorrow. Hahhaha...
p/s: keta ku masih di ward. At least ward biasa... hari atu surgical ward ya.. ahha kira kes inda paham! Pokoknya... minggu depan harap harap gue udah ada mobil. gue kepingin sekali mau nyetir motoka nye!!!!
Bah... buubbye!
Cheers Mates!
xHu.
Taggers: (thanx for your loyalty) hahahahahha =P
DingY: I am always yours! haha Jiwang jua ko! haha.. whatever you say Ding... it's the same how I feel about you too.... hahahahahaha.... aku pun rindu ketawa mu, hawa nafsu besar mu (makan) hahahahah
Chevvy: hahahha bah bah... gossip kapit men it is.. ahhah stress ku ni masih. My work load meter is really dangering me sudah ni!!! kira tahap maksima!!
Hotdamn: nah ku update udah tempat taman larangan mu ani! hahaha...... ko mau aku tambah apa lagi? Nasi minyak? Tandoori? Tikka Massala? Grills? BBQ's? Roasts? apa lagi?? hahahha..
Mistress: bah bila kan menjaur menyukat jalan?? hahahah
Saturday, April 23, 2005
How was I today?
I am at my greatest feeling ya'll!! ehhehe...
Right... where shall I start.... first of all.... NEW PIXIES UPLOADED
So I woke up as planned around 5am. Yess... I woke up right before my phone rang. Good innit?! yeah I know... So got up and ready, took some snaps of myself. Just being curious how I looked in early morning with only 3hours of sleep! I am MaD! hahha.. So why that early? Well not pretty early tho, just an hour earlier than usual saturdays, cos we planned to have brekkie at Simpur so we did inspite of being late.
At college: No class just being blabbered on all those typical instructions by the Principal. It's like a script that I have memorised and long understood. Besides, any matured persons would have that in mind earlier. It's just a matter of self conscience! naaah... some people...~~~
Lunchtime: So no class, lepak and rest my weak body at different areas of the campus. Just to compensate the grumpiness I had this morning (blame the sleep deprivation) and the warm humid weather. Thanx to the airconditioning breakdown too!! So been doing soo much reading and supervisor kind of thang. I emphasised to my supervisor that she needs to enforce sort of punishment rule to make me work but she refuses. She looks at it at a different perspective than the way I do. So clock strikes 12, we headed Ah Hantai for lunch and the secretly planned Burfday Suprise.
After that: We had a movie, Infections. Damn it was really freaking..... hmmmm freaking un-understood-ly movie. Hhhahah I still couldnt get the message of the movie... oh well. A conclusion after 3 horror movies we watched, it's all takes place in a hospital!!! CRAP!! *goose bumps* KENAPA!!!! cuatah arah tampat lain!!!!!
Then headed home... On the way, somewhere Tutong, a fortune! My phone sms tone rang. Check it was Lilac. She was craving badly for sushi... and wanted to go bandar at that very moment!! I was like.. what?!!! haha... I was soo tired (sorry noor) to go but then I refused to put down the offer. I would drive if I had the ability. But yeah she understands me.. thanx.. So I decided to go out with her anyways...cos I really wanted to jua... MAKAN kali ah... So Pinky dropped me at her place. Lepak for a snap.. then off to BSB, Misato. (pix later) and we really felt like Japan. Why? There was a Japanese family dine over there too... ehehhe... arigato~~~ and yeah... price wise? It was Lilac's most expensive frens dinner? hahahaa.... Now you know me pal!! (will post that token of record breaking)
Damn, I urinate a lot today! haha... shall I blame the horror movie? too much drinking? green tea? hahaha.... Ada "baby delivery" scene tadi!! Lilac was the ambulance driver... luckily baby was saved and melepas di "hospital".. you know what I mean Lilac! hahaha...
p/s: I donwloaded Keanu Reeves Constantine.... too bad... it's again a porn!!! WHY THE HELL IS THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Cheers peepo!
xHu
Taggers:
DingY: heheh... yeah Welcome Back into action dings! heheh missing you loads and very loads tahap ke ceiling udah...
Hotdamn: hehehe yeah makan!!!!! hehe where ya? Me Mish ya!
Mistress: eheh everyone's a hero. It depends on how they "hero" themselves... ehhehe.. even attracting the opposite sex can be heroic scene! hahahah
Right... where shall I start.... first of all.... NEW PIXIES UPLOADED
So I woke up as planned around 5am. Yess... I woke up right before my phone rang. Good innit?! yeah I know... So got up and ready, took some snaps of myself. Just being curious how I looked in early morning with only 3hours of sleep! I am MaD! hahha.. So why that early? Well not pretty early tho, just an hour earlier than usual saturdays, cos we planned to have brekkie at Simpur so we did inspite of being late.
At college: No class just being blabbered on all those typical instructions by the Principal. It's like a script that I have memorised and long understood. Besides, any matured persons would have that in mind earlier. It's just a matter of self conscience! naaah... some people...~~~
Lunchtime: So no class, lepak and rest my weak body at different areas of the campus. Just to compensate the grumpiness I had this morning (blame the sleep deprivation) and the warm humid weather. Thanx to the airconditioning breakdown too!! So been doing soo much reading and supervisor kind of thang. I emphasised to my supervisor that she needs to enforce sort of punishment rule to make me work but she refuses. She looks at it at a different perspective than the way I do. So clock strikes 12, we headed Ah Hantai for lunch and the secretly planned Burfday Suprise.
After that: We had a movie, Infections. Damn it was really freaking..... hmmmm freaking un-understood-ly movie. Hhhahah I still couldnt get the message of the movie... oh well. A conclusion after 3 horror movies we watched, it's all takes place in a hospital!!! CRAP!! *goose bumps* KENAPA!!!! cuatah arah tampat lain!!!!!
Then headed home... On the way, somewhere Tutong, a fortune! My phone sms tone rang. Check it was Lilac. She was craving badly for sushi... and wanted to go bandar at that very moment!! I was like.. what?!!! haha... I was soo tired (sorry noor) to go but then I refused to put down the offer. I would drive if I had the ability. But yeah she understands me.. thanx.. So I decided to go out with her anyways...cos I really wanted to jua... MAKAN kali ah... So Pinky dropped me at her place. Lepak for a snap.. then off to BSB, Misato. (pix later) and we really felt like Japan. Why? There was a Japanese family dine over there too... ehehhe... arigato~~~ and yeah... price wise? It was Lilac's most expensive frens dinner? hahahaa.... Now you know me pal!! (will post that token of record breaking)
Damn, I urinate a lot today! haha... shall I blame the horror movie? too much drinking? green tea? hahaha.... Ada "baby delivery" scene tadi!! Lilac was the ambulance driver... luckily baby was saved and melepas di "hospital".. you know what I mean Lilac! hahaha...
p/s: I donwloaded Keanu Reeves Constantine.... too bad... it's again a porn!!! WHY THE HELL IS THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Cheers peepo!
xHu
Taggers:
DingY: heheh... yeah Welcome Back into action dings! heheh missing you loads and very loads tahap ke ceiling udah...
Hotdamn: hehehe yeah makan!!!!! hehe where ya? Me Mish ya!
Mistress: eheh everyone's a hero. It depends on how they "hero" themselves... ehhehe.. even attracting the opposite sex can be heroic scene! hahahah
Friday, April 22, 2005
Sothpark Family of BruStu.
We have this Southpark BruStu family thing... haha So I created one.. hehehe
hehe does it really look like me? ahhaha Someone says it does...... hahaha....
hehehe... cool innit??
Cheers!! ehehehe
hehe does it really look like me? ahhaha Someone says it does...... hahaha....
hehehe... cool innit??
Cheers!! ehehehe
Updates?! heheh
Yaw peeps!! hahaha how you guys doin lately? As for me nothing much of a progress but rottening and ageing. And that explains the un-updated for sometime now.
Moving on, I have my car ready by today!! Is that a woohoo or what? Yeah... I bet and hopefully it is going to be.
So what have I done so far? My work is still damn dragging me up to my neck! I keep on postponing it... wonder what's my next reason going to be? You guys tell me! hahaha
Been sleeping late for quite sometime now. So what did I do? Nah.. just browsing and chat to those owls on my MSN list.. haha one of them is of course my Kambangness Cuzen Chevelle... ahha we flipped through friendster and gossip! hahaha.... nice one cuz!! hahahah "kapits dang...."
Wednesday was teribble for me. I had an assessment test. I sucks limau kasturi! hahahaha... We had no cases coming in. Altho we had in the last hours, but we were stucked by our mentor for this awful boring lecture!! gaaah!
Anyways... on a brighter note, the e-speed is doing me good lately. Hehhe Thank you... So I start downloading heavy stuff. I downloaded acoustics music from evanescene to maroon 5 to Bon Jovi U2 and Coldplay! Lawa Hantap Nyamu... nah.. meluah kedayan slaju! hahaha =P
I downloaded Scrubs, Constantine and Evanescene acoustic going under. About constantine, it wasn't I expected or rather you guys probably think what it was! It's PORN for god sake!! I was shocked to see that in the early mornming when I eagerly opened that downloaded file!! DAYM!!! (Xeno, if you're reading this, probably that movie is for you, your version of constantine... ehheh)
So there goes my life... and I am getting very old now!! hahaha
Bum To Bum peeps!!
Sani
Taggers:
Sol99: hahah yeah... it suits my dynamic life innit? haha.. I love tiring but fun job!!!!
Misstress: blood dies? hahah.. no no... there's not much blood to see. Probably there's more blood to see when you guys have your *ehems* heheheh...
Rosie: thanx gal... no worries! hehehe.. will do so for you as well soon!!
DINGY: MY TELLETUBS!! HOW ARE YOU HUNNS... I AM ALWAYS MISSING YOU ...... CATHY IS IN SINGAPORE NOW. SHE LEFT YESTERDAY! HEHE GUES SHE KNOWS HOW TO SPEND HER GRADUATION BREAK!!
Hotdamn: mana biskita babunya? hahahaha... I windu cheesels, tandoori, briyani, tikka masala,and cookies.
Moving on, I have my car ready by today!! Is that a woohoo or what? Yeah... I bet and hopefully it is going to be.
So what have I done so far? My work is still damn dragging me up to my neck! I keep on postponing it... wonder what's my next reason going to be? You guys tell me! hahaha
Been sleeping late for quite sometime now. So what did I do? Nah.. just browsing and chat to those owls on my MSN list.. haha one of them is of course my Kambangness Cuzen Chevelle... ahha we flipped through friendster and gossip! hahaha.... nice one cuz!! hahahah "kapits dang...."
Wednesday was teribble for me. I had an assessment test. I sucks limau kasturi! hahahaha... We had no cases coming in. Altho we had in the last hours, but we were stucked by our mentor for this awful boring lecture!! gaaah!
Anyways... on a brighter note, the e-speed is doing me good lately. Hehhe Thank you... So I start downloading heavy stuff. I downloaded acoustics music from evanescene to maroon 5 to Bon Jovi U2 and Coldplay! Lawa Hantap Nyamu... nah.. meluah kedayan slaju! hahaha =P
I downloaded Scrubs, Constantine and Evanescene acoustic going under. About constantine, it wasn't I expected or rather you guys probably think what it was! It's PORN for god sake!! I was shocked to see that in the early mornming when I eagerly opened that downloaded file!! DAYM!!! (Xeno, if you're reading this, probably that movie is for you, your version of constantine... ehheh)
So there goes my life... and I am getting very old now!! hahaha
Bum To Bum peeps!!
Sani
Taggers:
Sol99: hahah yeah... it suits my dynamic life innit? haha.. I love tiring but fun job!!!!
Misstress: blood dies? hahah.. no no... there's not much blood to see. Probably there's more blood to see when you guys have your *ehems* heheheh...
Rosie: thanx gal... no worries! hehehe.. will do so for you as well soon!!
DINGY: MY TELLETUBS!! HOW ARE YOU HUNNS... I AM ALWAYS MISSING YOU ...... CATHY IS IN SINGAPORE NOW. SHE LEFT YESTERDAY! HEHE GUES SHE KNOWS HOW TO SPEND HER GRADUATION BREAK!!
Hotdamn: mana biskita babunya? hahahaha... I windu cheesels, tandoori, briyani, tikka masala,and cookies.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Another day at work.
I came early to work today. Woke up a little early than usual. Felt bored, and the internet wasnt being nice to me either. So I rang up my sister and decided to arrive hospital as early. ehheh...
Arrived at the hospital, greeted everyone with that joy facial expression of mine (nothing unusual tho) hehe. Everyone was asking about my one day absence. Okay.. heheh sabar peminat... ehehhe
For this week's rotation I'll be in Operating Suite 3, allocated for minor surgeries under Local Anaesthesia. So I only had 2 patients in there, unfortunately one cancelled his surgery since the wart has gone.
So was pulled into theatre 2 since they need male student. Since it involved the male perineum... ehhe..
So I scrubbed in for that simple procedure, but my gloves were damn messy and soiled with blood! heheh..
After lunch, we had another thrilling moment. I and other students attended a caeserian section. heheh. Another baby delivery!! heehhehe... siooook!!! But this one had a minor complication. We had to do forcep method!! geeesh...
So overall... it was damn wonderful. Lunch? I had chicken rice and tons of laughs and mengumpats!! hahahaha buleh!!!! sakit telinga yo!!
High 5 guys
Sani@xHu
Taggers:
Hotdamn: it's up to you.. I'll be udner sedation anyways... haha as long it's appealing, yummy and sexay!! haha
Arrived at the hospital, greeted everyone with that joy facial expression of mine (nothing unusual tho) hehe. Everyone was asking about my one day absence. Okay.. heheh sabar peminat... ehehhe
For this week's rotation I'll be in Operating Suite 3, allocated for minor surgeries under Local Anaesthesia. So I only had 2 patients in there, unfortunately one cancelled his surgery since the wart has gone.
So was pulled into theatre 2 since they need male student. Since it involved the male perineum... ehhe..
So I scrubbed in for that simple procedure, but my gloves were damn messy and soiled with blood! heheh..
After lunch, we had another thrilling moment. I and other students attended a caeserian section. heheh. Another baby delivery!! heehhehe... siooook!!! But this one had a minor complication. We had to do forcep method!! geeesh...
So overall... it was damn wonderful. Lunch? I had chicken rice and tons of laughs and mengumpats!! hahahaha buleh!!!! sakit telinga yo!!
High 5 guys
Sani@xHu
Taggers:
Hotdamn: it's up to you.. I'll be udner sedation anyways... haha as long it's appealing, yummy and sexay!! haha
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